the nightmare versus the world

she asked if they could eat it naked sitting on the bed and she nodded to Lisa "she is a fighter like yours truly"

"Of course," said Alice as the three headed outside.

Lisa smiled as she said, "I can't wait to see that. Say, Ayako? I want to ask you something. What was your mother like and what did she die from?"

Ayako looked at her " my mother supported this family through a greengrocer…she was kind and gentle but she had a vicious side if she did not like you that was it." She then said that she died cancer "we don't know what it was" then she looked at Alice "by the way what is a songbird?" Having literally no idea what it was

Lisa heavily sighed as she said, "I see, I sure don't want to get on her bad side then. And I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sure she was the best anyone can have."

Alice would reply, "Well, a simple bird mainly blue and yellow, but it's tune is very memorable and harmonious to the rest of nature." Then she would clear her throat to say, "And uh, Ayako? What were the words your mother said before she passed?"

Ayako recalled the last words she said. "My babies be strong I will be watching you up in heaven" she said with tears in her eyes and look like she was going to run and get the nearest shop object to kill herself so she could rejoin her mother and she did just at she went and grabbed a knife holding it to her right hand "please please" is what she said through her tears aas her hand shook holding the knife

Hearing those words made Alice and Lisa want to be closer to Ayako. This was certainly something that hit home for her. But then they were surprised to see her run off. "Ayako, wait!" Alice shouted as both she and Lisa chased after her.

They were then shocked when they saw Ayako hold the knife in her hand. Lisa would say, "Ayako...just drop the knife. We are here for you and everything will be okay."

Then a familiar voice would speak in Ayako's mind, "Ayako! Drop that knife this instant!" That voice...could it be?

If it distracted Ayako enough, Alice can grab that knife away fast.

Ayako heard the voice and instantly dropped to her knees smiling like a madman "you want me to drop the knife I would drop it in my throat!" As she slammed the object to the ground crying and tearing at the wooden floorboards yelling something out in the Japanese "why did you have to die why couldn't it been me natsu or papa" she says crying in the fetus position

As Ayako was crying out like a madwoman, both girls knew what she was feeling. In an instant, Lisa kicked the knife away from Ayako's reach before joining Alice in hugging their friend. Alice would say, "Shhh...Ayako, it's okay. If you want to speak to your Mom, you need to know that she loves you and her heart has always loved you, Natsu, and your papa."

Ayako would see her mother hugging her also as she also had tears streaming from her eyes.

(You want me to do the mother here?)

she nodded her head. "Yes please" she said and then began to say delusional things (please do) as she wanted nothing more than to hug her mother again as she continued to cry and she reaches out for her like a child

The mother would say to Ayako, "Ayako...you must go with your friends back to your apartment. I will meet you all over there."