Death Wish (For Tatyina)

"Hello world ,
It seems like yesterday when the first time i meet you.
Seems like yesterday when the first time i played with you.
Everything is fun when you're around with me but...
I've got nothing left in you ,nothing.

I've lost my precious treasures
Treasures that no one could count
Treasures that no one else could find for me
Treasures that only comes once in your entire life

There's no reason for me to ever stay in you anymore ,you have taken everything from me and last thing i will do before i say goodbye to you is planning my own exit from you.

Goodbye world ,hope i could see your face once again form the other world or wherever my spirit takes me to ,goodbye and so long."

A death wish narrated by Yoko Hinotama and locked inside her locker which awaits its new host.

Yoko lost her will to stay alive after she embarrassingly lost in her match ,lost her girlfriend and lost everything that keeps her alive.

The AFW complex would be the last witness of Yoko being alive. The girl left the building after the humiliating lost and confession ,heading straight to the nearest seven-eleven and covering her identity with a hoodie jacket. With cash ,she buys a kitchen knife ,wrapping it with used newspapers before she heads out of the seven eleven and keep walking without any further clear destination.

She is drowning in her grief ,drowning too deep in fact that she would end her life soon once she reach a secluded area where no one would spot her when she performs a suicide.

She keeps walking and walking with head down ,looking at the street ,ignoring the fact the she might bump to anyone by accident.

Mississippi was out and about, casually strolling along the streets of Tokyo, noticing all the people as she kept the sun's rays out of her face with a dark, lacy parasol. Her large, red eyes looked dangerously innocent and every time her gaze was caught, she would smile softly and coyly bring her umbrella down down and turn away.

Now, as she slipped towards a crosswalk, she found her eyes turned towards a rather autonomous looking young girl. A zombie of a lass, who looked and acted like she had already left the world of the living. Mississippi inspected her with curiosity as she meandered casually to a point where she was behind the girl. She'd seen faces like that before. Her heart began to race at the thought and when she watched Yoko willingly, almost subconsciously aware of herself, walk blindly into traffic, the blonde goth stepped forward and subtly strode up next to the girl. She reached out and took Yoko's hand and smiled at her, as if she would be fine with getting plunged into traffic as well.

"Well, there, surely ya ain't gonna just stand there. Last time I checked, cars ain't very interestin up close. Especially when you're movin in front of them. That sort of makes them angry, now don't it?" She said in a gentle, soothing tone as she softly tugged Yoko out of the road and tot he other side of the street as a big van whirred past them, mere inches from hitting the both of them as it blared on its horn.

Just a lifeless walk Yoko is doing entirely in her course to find a perfect spot to perform a suicide. She had bumped into several other persons on its track. Despite the insults and curses ,she keeps walking like a living dead in one of the George A. Romero's trilogy. A young beauty Japanese with a death wish isn't an uncommon sight for the people of Tokyo ,some decided to perform a suicide after cheated to act in a porn movie unwillingly ,some cheated by their boyfriends in the most painful way that a female could endure but one humiliated in front of the national television ,lost her girlfriend at the same time and being threaten that she will face death if she tries to meet or even contact her girlfriend again so why have to wait??

She finally reaches for the traffic without her knowledge ,soon she won't have to use the knife to perform a suicide if she keeps walking deeper into the traffic but a moment later ,she feels a soft hand suddenly taking her own right hand. She subconsciously turning her head to the female who is holding her hand and looking at the terrifying pair of red eyes through the dark ,lacy parasol and listening to the voice as if it comes from the underworld ,voice with a deep sombre tone and sadness as Yoko will judge on that.

A girl with a death wish doesn't mean she doesn't afraid of death. Yoko's heart beats so fast like it would explode in any seconds as the two made across the streets after a big van whirred past them ,almost killed them in the process.

However ,Yoko blames the tall dressed in gothic apparel from saving her in the street ,stating that she had already planned herself from being hit by a car which is actually a lie. "You!!!" She points her wrapped with papers knife to the gothic girl's throat menacingly "I didn't want to be saved!!!! I wished that one of the cars could hit me so i could die" She keeps yelling and pointing that wrapped knife to the gothic girl before she starts crying ,dropping her wrapped knife to the floor and ended up hugging the gothic girl while she lets out her pain and cry louder.

Mississippi stood and looked down at Yoko without moving her body. She listened to the girl as she screamed and even, quite surprisingly, pulled a knife and put it to her throat. Mississippi didn't flinch. The only thing she did was open her mouth and run her tongue gently along her bottom lip. The feel of the knife against her skin made her heart race inside her chest. There was something inside of her that almost wished that Yoko had the courage to slide the knife across her skin.

But instead, as the goth had figured, the knife clanged to the floor and she was hugged. Mississippi smiled cruelly when Yoko buried her face in the Goth's chest. "Now now." She said as she ran her fingers through Yoko's hair soothingly. "Clearly ya didn't have a likin for death, lil missy." She said in a soft tone. "Leavin it ta chance. What would you have done if you had made it across the street all by your lonesome without gettin on the bad side of one o those nasty automobiles? Would y'all have just kept walkin back an forth across the traffic? And what did ya think y'all were gonna do with that lil knife? Was it for when ya got scared? When y'all realized that ya didn't wanna get hit?" Mississippi let a soft chuckle escape her laugh. "Did ya plan on fendin it off with that knife? C'mon, let's get ya out of the rrain and you can tell me all 'bout what's makin ya so upset, ok?" Mississippi offered in a sweet tone as she hugged Yoko against her.

All that she can do is just keep crying ,she doesn't even realize her face was sinking at the stranger's breasts. "I'm...sorry ,i'm sorry" is all what coming from her mouth afterwards when rain begins to pour over her head ,cooling down the little girl a bit. Mississipi was right ,Yoko won't have the guts to perform a suicide. She would never have the guts to keep walking back and forth across the traffic until she dies and she would never have the guts to slide the knife against her wrist even if she find any secluded spot.

There's something horror when the stranger hugs and walking with her in the middle of the rain ,a sorrow rain. It feels like she had already left this world when she is this close to the stranger. Her heart beats fast and she never have the bravery to look into the pair of evil orange-red eyes. They had been gone silent at least for 20 minutes before Yoko manages to gather her courage and asking the tall stranger something.

"Whe...where are...we...going??" She gives a pause and then continues in an afraid manner ,"Are...are you going to take me to a place and kidnap me before you...kill...me??". Her heart beating so fast as they approach a quite side of the city. No one is around ,the monsoon is really a perfect thing to keep people away from the streets as they choose to stay home to avoid the rain and the storms.

Yoko is afraid ,afraid that the strange might kill her right away and no one is going to help her. She is a wrestler but she won't stand a chance to fight this six feet over girl if this girl has any intentions to harm her.