Oh...um... hi. =/

Hey guys, it's me, and I am in fact alive.

I've been in a slump and too busy to really RP these days. And if I do again, it probably won't be as plot oriented as I used to be.
to sum it up, I don't think I'll be around here anymore, or at least, if I do, I'm probably going to drop most of my characters.
No more Seraphim or White Gale. Probably no more Satomi. No more alternate arena, maybe drop Rheena as well, or at least her connections to Era of Hell. Really I've just lost my enthuisiasm to be as plot oriented as I used to be, and if I do stick around, it'll just be some shallow fun here or there.
Sorry about all this.

As for anyone who I've left in limbo with an RP, we might as well drop it, I've forgotten nearly all of them, or have lost care.
However, if you're -really- anxious to keep it going, send me a Private Message and I might reconsider some things. I think I'll be checking up on this place in the following few days, and there is one type of RP I'd like to do that I'm going to post a request for in a bit, so feel free to PM me about that as well.

Sorry again, and I hope you all understand.

Hi, its good to hear from you " title="Smile" /> although a shame to hear about your lost in RP enthusiasum...
May I suggest that instead of cutting white gale, you just have Seraphim step down and control taken by another member's character? This way the current RPs other people have stays more or so intacted, plus should you ever feel differently, you could also just have Seraphim make a return

Aw, that's too bad. I was looking forward to your return. But if you're not feeling up to it anymore there's not much you can do about it.

But if you ever do feel like getting back in with Seraphim, you should know that Sarah Gatt did severly beat up Megumi Mutou recently. " title="Wink" />

I think that might be better, I dunno...

A lot of matches I was in the middle of just seemed to.. stop, so I guess I'm canceling those, and there were a few Backstage things I was doing that I may or may not want to continue, depends on the person, and if they want to as well, so PM me on that. Otherwise, I just wanna take a step ahead. Maybe I'll write a summery later of what my characters are doing, and I can figure something out with Seraphim. *Shrugs*


I should be up strait and honest, I've been in the hospital a lot for the past few weeks. As some of you may or may not know, I've been dealing with breast cancer for a few years now. Normally it's been nothing but a little thing in the back of my mind I haven't had to worry about, but lately I've been getting really ill and it's been really bringing me down. I'm still keeping it maintained, and the whole reason I moved was for a better hospital a few years back, but with it all going on, I.. really haven't even felt like the same person anymore.

I'll see what I can do today and just try to wrap my head around all of this. Maybe I'll keep some characters and plots going, maybe not, these past few months have really just been making me rethink a lot of things, and use my time differently.

But, a lot of you here are friends of mine, so.. I dunno, I'd hate to let some of you down, but it's hard to make a choice.
Again, if anyone wants to talk about previous things, ideas, RPs, or just a chat, I'm always up for a PM. And relatively, aside from the occasional hospital visit, I'm home a lot more now. Not allowed to work, not allowed to in my condition ~_~ So, yea, I think that's part of why I posted here, I've got more free time. But again, I'm just... uncertain with a lot of things now. Sorry again everyone, and thanks for understanding. Maybe I'll be around later today, and see where I can pick up

*Eyes watering* Daamn... it's been so long... I've missed you a hell of a lot... and now that you're here... I just dont know what to say.

I'm really glad you're at least alive. That's all I can think of at the moment. There's no problem with dropping all of your RPs, no problem at all. With your condition, RPing is the last thing you should think of, really. I'm saying this as your friend. Please take it easy... And I'm sorry. I think just praying for your sake wasnt enough.... I'm really sorry....

Oh snap, girl. And here I thought my shitty writing had driven you off.

Good to see you're hanging in there. Hope you beat this thing. I've definitely been praying for ye.

Im afriad shadow i cant say much due to how sad i feel. Your story just really chokes me up inside.

So im simply gonna say. Good luck, stay strong, and Live your life.

~Plz take care.

We don't know each other, Shadow, but we can definatly chat if you want.

Best of wishes.

I just wanna thank everyone for the past few days~
Through mostly PMs, I've been talking to a lot of you all, and the support you've all given me has really brightened my spirits. I feel great knowing I have people who care so much, and it's really helped me get my spirits up.

I think in the next few days I'll start recovering to the RPs, but more importantly, I've been feeling a lot better. Really, you guys have been great to me, and thank you again so much for the support and care. <3

Happy to help you feel better, Shadow.