A partial return

Hello everyone, I'm back and somehow alive. xP
I know-I know.. I dropped off the face of the planet without saying anything, probably held up some RPs for a month-ish, and might have worried some people. I'm really sorry about that. Honestly, I wish I could have at least come around to say something, but for awhile, that was impossible, and then about a week or so ago when I had the chance, I still wanted a little time to gather myself before coming back.

To explain myself, well... for those of you who may or may not know, I've been dealing with breast cancer for about 4 years now, having it passed down through the family tree really. And over a month ago, what started as a simple check-up and MRI ended up becoming something much worse when the doctors discovered how much it's been spreading. I've ben stuck in the hospital for a good long while... I was even in a coma for a few days after a surgery.

I may have to get my breasts operated on again soon, maybe even a large part of them removed, and after being there for so long.. I've really been doing a lot of soul searching and rethinking things since I get a little fearful that one day this might tear me apart, but docs say I'm still doing pretty well for all I've been through.

There are a lot more details about this, but I'd rather not say, it's not something I like to speak much about. I've always been an "Ignorance is bliss" kind of girl I guess. ~_~ But if any of you are curious, because I do consider a few of you a friend of mine here, I can talk about it. Otherwise, I want to try putting this whole experiance behind me... at least until I have to go through it again in another 8 months as predicted. -_-

Anyway, I just wanted to explain why I have been gone so long, and again, I apologize for dissapearing like that. Over the next week, I'll slowly try to catch up, but I will certainly not be as active as I used to be. I'll be glad to continue anything I delayed, and if anyone wants to get my attention or has been anxious to continue an RP I have delayed, please send me a message. Otherwise, I'm just going to slowly get back into things and such. I hope everyone here has been okay for the most part, I've missed a whole lot of you...

We all know that things can get really rough for you >.<

I'm just glad that you have recovered and aren't hospitalized ....

Always take your time with things, that's definitely more important... but it's good to have you back, even if it's just occasionally...

Definitely missed you.

Sheee-it girl, do good things happen to you at all?

Don't worry about RPing if you don't wanna. Just do what you need to do. I'll be praying for ye.

Well, that's a relief. I think I'm not the only one who missed you... There was lacking something in here. Anyway, think this might be one of my last posts on the forum. What a shame... Oh well, anyway, hope everything works out for you. Would have liked to finish our RPs, but I guess not all of my whims can be fulfilled.

So many of us seem like we're going away... Raiye-san, Jessica-san...

Stay healthy, ShadowOfIce-san.

I hope you'll be okay as time passes, take your time and rest well.. Maybe till next time, dear Ice.

Thank you all so much, this means a lot to me. <3
Fortunately, I've been healthy enough to be at home these past two weeks, and I'm starting to settle down. I'm already doing work again and hopping back into my daily routine in life. Of course, I'm taking it a lot easier on myself and more precautious than before. It's still frightning... but knowing I have support of such kind people really helps, thank you all. ^_^

I think I'll even hang around a bit to make up for my absense for the next few days. So any of you who were waiting or wanted to do something with me, I'm slowly easing in a return, so expect replies~
And again, thank you all for the support~ <3

Well it's good to hear you're doing okay. A lot of people here missed you. Me included!

Unfortunately, I'm still like... 2 months behind replying to the Seraphim/Phoebe thread... Sorry. My muse for that thread is weak.