Re: Confessions

[Kitten]

[quote="Bluemouse":1a27pn8t]I have to click on every red thread in the general board, whether I read it or not.

There is a button called 'Mark topics read' it can save you a lot of time, blue.

[Bluemouse]

I know, I know.

._.

[Lobo]

I want to be right for once about everyone hating me.

That way I can know for a fact no one likes me, cares about me, or wants me around. No more wondering if im right or wrong about people looking down on me. I won't be paranoid anymore. It'll be my excuse to lash out, to say im right and point my finger in everyone's direction. My excuse to keep on hating myself and everyone back, to be bitter and cynical forever and know im right about it.

At the same time. I wish the exact opposite of this because i'm tired of being paranoid and pushing people away.

I'm sorry if this depresses you. Read some the porn here and you'll be fine.

[Cy_Man]

Lobo, I do not hate you at all and I like you, I care about you, AND I want you around. Regardless of anything, I seriously regard you as a great friend of mine along with a lot of people here.

And that is what I really think of you man, I never ONCE thought anything negative towards you. In fact, I thought you hated me because of my asking to RP with you or something.

[Lobo]

Thats a nice thing for you to say and i appreciate it but this wasn't a me 'make me feel good by saying how much i mean to you.' kind outcry thing.

If im desperate for that i'll make a thread that says "Hey, tell me im awesome."

Yes, that sounds rude of me and thats one other reason you should put more time into others who are more worth it.

the point of the confession in a nutshell is.

I want an excuse to keep on hating myself and others.

Confessions are good like that. Carry on.

[Bluemouse]

If you'd like an excuse to hate me, I'm sure I could give you plenty. Regardless, it'd be great to have you around, but the preemptive self-destructing thing is played out. At a certain point you have to make a decision about if what you're doing is really what you want, and if not, change it.

If this site causes you so much personal anguish, you should absolutely not be here. If you want to be a part of the AFW tribe, then fall in line. No more dicking around with this panic and loathing.

[Cy_Man]

I know that Lobo, but I just wanted to let you know about that okay?

Anyway I got my own confession I'd like to share. Lately I've had a case of insomnia and just cannot sleep well anymore and I've been plagued with nightmares nearly every night. These aren't like simple scary monsters kind of nightmares, I mean the brutal fucked up ones that involve people I know in terribly situations and possibly dying a horrible death. Most of these nightmares have been related to the video game series Corpse Party which is a freaking awesome horror game series, but honestly, being inside of that condemned and haunted elementary school with murderous child spirits and a 6 foot tall zombie man going around with a sledge hammer is just fucking scary.... I never want to sleep again. ToT

[Lobo]

LOL.

I got 'personal anguish' in 32oz bottles everywhere I go and i always carry it in cases.

Confessions is a pedestal. Im gonna use it.

[Bluemouse]

Dude, bro. That sounds so intense.

[Lobo]

ikr?

Unrelated Confession (Really it is)

I think it can feel good to be an upfront douchebag without a care. Obviously others know this since we tend to have a lot of amoral chars here.

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